what is the one thing i want
or what are the things i want?
some friends (since i am in the library and see all the little kiddies playing aroudn with eachother) but it isnt that hard to do.
i think when i do hang out with my friends, i think about "the kids from the library" and want to be in that exact situation. even though my friends are the situation.
i think i am training myself to want to be a little kid again (or how those kids at the library are)

what could i do?
look for a car and buy it. (police confiscated or craigslist)
join auto shop.
join rops
join navy
join americorps

get a gun and shoot it.

what could i do that is fun and wastes time?
browse the web and listen to music at the same time

but i want to be able to download the songs that i find are interesting. fuck