Tuesday, May 11, 2010

maybe should watch


Logitech G13 Programmable Gameboard with LCD Display


https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B000BQN09Q/ref=as_li_qf_sp_asin_il_tl?ie=UTF8&tag=dans0fe-20&camp=1789&creative=9325&linkCode=as2&creativeASIN=B000BQN09Q&linkId=0ddf62d7d643c91dda2063b5b3f6bf6e


alibaba.com
MARRY A MEXICAN. and use them for work or fuck them. or deport them. d does not fucking work on this computer.

http://sfbay.craigslist.org/nby/cto/1726465272.html

=( i had lots of dreams. first are random. i dreampt i was making out with whatshername alice from work. then night later dreampt about my mom???? but she had tits like the porn star uhh. cant look it up right now dam =( was on a slide... then had a nightmare about mom ripping up the sprinklers i put in and felt bad.
then dreampt 3 times about emily after i argued with her. she said she loved me =( i feel pretty bad. and am having a hard time diverting my attention to something else.

books:
enders game
snow crash
animal farm
cold mountain

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

166-2 Taillight Assy - Pricd Up To Car $34.99 to 25


http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=789828153 giovanni

http://www.pandora.com/music/song/kolombo/sniff


http://www.facebook.com/Lawle 
best pictures ever

If you really want to be a jerk, get a Crown Vic and drive 5 under the limit on the freeway. Nobody will want to pass you.

http://sfbay.craigslist.org/eby/cto/1712395186.html delete
http://sfbay.craigslist.org/eby/ctd/1705761089.html delete
http://sfbay.craigslist.org/pen/cto/1716475105.html
http://sfbay.craigslist.org/sfc/cto/1711977386.html

i want to buy a empty lot, put a big shed, and park shit cars in there. that is my dream
http://www.realtor.com/realestateandhomes-detail/1315-Court_Salton-City_CA_1117562652

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

ive got a mental wall. i cant find reason to talk to any girls i kinda like. =( oh no. and also my memory is fading. i do not thinki  can remember what life was like in the fifth grade. the memory is leaving =(


KMHDN45D13U581233

the wheel is turning, but the hampster is dead. photographic memory with the lens glued on. most people drink from the fountain of youth. i like to gargle.

http://www.pandora.com/music/song/john+digweed/emico+joel+mull

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

naruto

153 is around 414 =( i cant find out the manga that shows what jiraiya was saying.
u just found out that hp/tonne is for acceleration, and pure hp is for top speed =( lotus=340/ton corvette=317.610063. lotus top speed 150 hp=177 corvette top speed 205 hp=604

http://www.kongregate.com/games/glimajr/continuity
continuity is the hardest game ever. it got boring after one hour. =( nice music though
multiple meatwad is awesome on athf aquateen hunger force.
and then tim and eric awesome show ep: stuntmen girl is hot.

im on the computer again at night. i conlclude that i wasted the time until now. i konw that i feel different at the start of the night. i just do what i feel. feeling is bad. =(

132 is fucking shit again. nothing happens. naruto just fucking doing one punches to people. and the whole city is destroyed. everyone should be dead. but they are not.

Friday, March 12, 2010

my mind feels fragile

i just realized that the thing thats something like "the repetitive task experiment" does determine what you like. the first time you are doing something pointless, if your brain decides that you like it, you will forever like it. it is decided by chance.
also, it would be nice if i could make 2 videos. one of a turbo on a 50 hp car going up a hill. the release valve sound would be funny. 2] use the cowabunga song or that vibrating ball song for a grandma cart with a turbo. and put flames on the back. using wd40 and a lighter.

i got a fucking ticket. fuck does not matter. what do i think. why?. studying is not about what you like to study. you need to do things that you dont usually do. the thought needs to be different.
so i got a ticket. it doesnt matter. its not much compared to the 200$ parking tickets. i think that giving money to the state is a waste. i dont owe them anything. their crappy systems owe being fixed. there is no reason to donate to that shit. fuck it.
what i could have done is talk to the officer. if i found out who the officer was. i could find the history of the officer and blackmail him. maybe it doesnt work like that with school officers.
my mental response was wrong. i felt bad. i felt depressed. it triggered by itself.
im bored. what is worth doing? ive already worked my heart. how about working my brain. or spirit. but fuck my soul. i dont care about soul. i forgot about my general bodies health, like my dick or back or neck. and i skipped the digestive health.
HOW ABOUT THAT HOT GIRL THAT GOES TO THE LEARNING LAB THING?

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

digital paper

drive old ladies around for car. [or living space]
castro gisel bernard gisel[wtf? bernard ohh, wait its for taking care of bernard]
model school clean room to drive
i wonder what it owuld be like to convertamy idaeds into action and live without regret. i want to move to japan

Monday, March 1, 2010

Attitudes:
of environment
of vivian
of doctor
1introduction
2summary
3conclusion
how does movie correlate to college success

NEW who, name, title
what they do
summary of what they said
what do you think, if it was a waste of time. critical thinking, conclusion
conclusion says what you truly think, the deep opinion.
daniel powers
beverly muse and liz llamas
Bev is a relationship counseler at skyline college

i think that this correlates to college success because people need to have control of what they think and feel. peoples actions are usually randomly learned, where the pattern and habit is kept, no matter if the habit is good or bad. counseling is needed to find out what is good or bad and take away whichever you want. stopping bad habits is usually better.
according to the psychological services pamphlet, Bev Muse does personal counseling. it states "the services offer short term individual counciling to students to explore personal concerns and make positive changes." Bev frequently said the services promote confidentiality, are confidential, are not shared with anyone, and will not even say hi to you if you do not want her to, for fear of others seeing that you know her. 40% of students get depressed or anxious during some part of their college career. this is very general, and probably is meant to be general and to make people comfortable with using the services. but, it does not matter much when the student uses the services or how much as them using it at all. only using the services would matter. someone thinking "nobody else uses it" could be refuted by any of that 40% saying "i did."
as for how Bev said people sometimes think " dont you have to be crazy to seek psychological counseling" i would like to say in capital letters, PEOPLE NEED TO BE FUCKING NORMAL TO SEE A COUNSELOR OR PSYCHOLOGIST, AND ARE CRAZY IF THEY ARE SENT TO A HOSPITAL OR PRISON FOR ATTEMPTING TO HURT THEMSELVES OR OTHERS, OR HAVE AN INABILITY TO CONTROL THEIR ACTIONS. that is what crazy is. talking to people about feelings or reasons for action are necessary for a healthy relationship or healthy mind. talking to people about this is called counseling. if a person is trained in understanding thought processes and how to respond to certain thoughts effectively, they are then called a psychologist. people are miseducated about what counseling and psychological therapy are. i would like to generalize more and say that people are stupid. they stick to their favorite topics and learn only about that narrow field and field of though.
Bev said the standard of... uhh, im wrong. she said call these numbers etc..., if you just broke up a relationship you have, since those times are usually mixed with alcohol and you do not have proper judgement.
again, Bev is a MFT. Marriage family therapist. it was easy for her to listen to people her whole life. she is not a LCSW, licensed clinical social worker, psychologist, or psychiatrist.
i think that some of what she said was a waste of time because she was repetitive, and i think her speech was directed towards people who are afraid of counseling. she has good meaning. the purpose of the services are good and what she does works well, but nothing struck my mind out of what she said.