what do i do online?... i believe the vacuum feeling comes from depression. it is triggered by a loss in meaning. my unconscious mind is fed up with playing games and doing crappy shit every day. i need to define my future meaning.=======once again it seems like- on facebook there is a connection that i feel that others do not. i have a different pattern for feeling like i know someone.
Cosmic Gate
Exploration Of Space
Rush -darude
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old- dad loves lookinga t what im doing. its really annoying. its the price i play for doing nothing. voot. its the only thing that i am thinking now. i ahve a one track mind and it is being used.

I NEED TO PRACTICE LOOKING FOR JOBS.
it seems that wound healing expands. if a chunk is cut out, then the body grows extra to fill in the hole. even if there is no hole, there will be extra flesh grown.

i stopped exercising agiain. i need something more to keep me going for more than a month. i might have lasted 2 weeks. keep telling myself that if i dont exercise there will be lots of health problems. cardiac arrest, high blood pressure, bad sleep.
allong with this, i have had the thought to stop playing video games. reasons are- i waste my whole fucking day playing them. -my mind slows down when i just play them for months on end. i have lost the ideas i have had because all i do is play games
i started again.

8200 block of Skyline Blvd, near the 5-way intersection of Skyline Blvd, Shepherd Canyon, Pinehurst and Manzanita roads. Ed died on Sunday, July 30th, at 4:30am in Highland Hospital, never regaining consciousness.
this was not on skyline

i would like to make a double car where the front ends of two cars are welded to eachother so there are 4 wheels that could turn

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im here. theres a new development. some kid likes to watch me play games. its annoying. his mom doesnt give him an account to play games with. he gets mad then. hes completely addicted. it looks like a pairing of personality attributes.

hotaru in naruto is hot

aslo. what kind of memory is it that keeps certain events in your mind. for example: jerry jackson and the bumhole finger, dicks out everywhere, punching the retard in the face.

what would or should or do i think i could do to someone whos an asshole. like a kid or an adult. dunno which matters. maybe i can be an asshole. sounds like fun

there was the feeling i had. the best and worst feeling. it was- i was bored of playing desktop defense games. but i distracted myself more and now im all better... =(

theres a high schooler that has huge tits. i love huge tits. and theres some high schoolers next to me. i am really interested for some reason to them. maybe i wish i was in high school. dunno.
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wasted time. attempt to classify my actions

i think [buijob] is achieveable by me. my mind is not part of reality. my thoughts do not convert to reality. i do not promote action. im just happy with what i "think" i could get or do without doing it. i have not logically followed through with waht i have thought.. stupid fucking buijob.
how can i get around all of the time that i waste?
once again, my short attention span does not help me complete this task. im 5 minutes into thinking and now i stop and want to do something else.

she said that i could just let her know when i get things together.

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nooooooo, i didnt upload the right picture. maybe its gone. IT IS GONE GAWN NOOOOOO

. And, according to a report from the National Bureau of Economic Research, the lifetime income of high-school dropouts is directly associated with their scores on a battery of intelligence tests.
FORBES "FIVE REASONS TO SKIP COLLEGE"
bullshit
1. You'll be losing four working years.
2. You won't necessarily earn less money.
3. In fact, you could probably make more money if you invested your tuition.
4. You don't need to be in a classroom in order to learn something.
5. Plenty of other people did fine