what do i do online?... i believe the vacuum feeling comes from depression. it is triggered by a loss in meaning. my unconscious mind is fed up with playing games and doing crappy shit every day. i need to define my future meaning.=======once again it seems like- on facebook there is a connection that i feel that others do not. i have a different pattern for feeling like i know someone.
Cosmic Gate
Exploration Of Space
Rush -darude
Music

old- dad loves lookinga t what im doing. its really annoying. its the price i play for doing nothing. voot. its the only thing that i am thinking now. i ahve a one track mind and it is being used.

I NEED TO PRACTICE LOOKING FOR JOBS.
it seems that wound healing expands. if a chunk is cut out, then the body grows extra to fill in the hole. even if there is no hole, there will be extra flesh grown.