i just realized that the thing thats something like "the repetitive task experiment" does determine what you like. the first time you are doing something pointless, if your brain decides that you like it, you will forever like it. it is decided by chance.
also, it would be nice if i could make 2 videos. one of a turbo on a 50 hp car going up a hill. the release valve sound would be funny. 2] use the cowabunga song or that vibrating ball song for a grandma cart with a turbo. and put flames on the back. using wd40 and a lighter.
i got a fucking ticket. fuck does not matter. what do i think. why?. studying is not about what you like to study. you need to do things that you dont usually do. the thought needs to be different.
so i got a ticket. it doesnt matter. its not much compared to the 200$ parking tickets. i think that giving money to the state is a waste. i dont owe them anything. their crappy systems owe being fixed. there is no reason to donate to that shit. fuck it.
what i could have done is talk to the officer. if i found out who the officer was. i could find the history of the officer and blackmail him. maybe it doesnt work like that with school officers.
my mental response was wrong. i felt bad. i felt depressed. it triggered by itself.
im bored. what is worth doing? ive already worked my heart. how about working my brain. or spirit. but fuck my soul. i dont care about soul. i forgot about my general bodies health, like my dick or back or neck. and i skipped the digestive health.
HOW ABOUT THAT HOT GIRL THAT GOES TO THE LEARNING LAB THING?
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shit, this is dark
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