i keep having dreams about my mom. its annoying as hell. as heaven. fuck my mind. fuck you, fuck you mind. it happened twice around a week ago. one about my moms nipple and me looking at it/ feeling it, then one about me trying to finger her but she didnt want to so i fingered her asshole. i have a great imagination. im thinking those are two seperate dreams, but i might be missing one.
there was one other thing that i forgot about. what was it...
i sprained my ankle. i was wondering if there is anyone else that skateboards to work, and if there is a set of rules of ways you are not allowed to skateboard. i used dress shoes, and those shoes fucked me over.

i WILL JOIN THE army, actaully AIRFORCE. though it will take around 3 months for me to go in. im gonna procrastinate. but because i already have procrastinated for four years, it is the only option where someone will decide what i will do. if i do not join, i will stay the same place i am in and just work at safeway and fuck around with computers and videogames. my mind is fading away slowly, and will fade away faster if i am in the airforce. but the airforce will lead to some accomplishment.