feel

i am withdrawn. what can i do?
stop and think
play games

both wait it out

here is the start of my career of trying to make a stupid impression on all of the youtube crowd of myself.

i just farted while listening to music. i thought nobody could hear, but it was only me that couldnt because i was playing loud music. sucks for me

still playing td on facebook now. seems like facebook could take over internet game sites.
hope i didnt lose the song before this.
BLAKE LEWIS - HEARTBREAK ON VINYL (BIMBO JONES RADIO EDIT) [3:39] - Heartbreak on Vinyl [The Remixes] (MP3 Maxi-Single)

jesus christ this game is boring yet i still play it and i accomplish nothing with myself. and then i would think i could escape reality playing games, but socialness is unavoidable people are unavoidable. its not that i want to be alone, but i have nothing to focus on. and nothing that can be focused on. i am passing myself with time. it is also not that i do not like people, humans, friends,, but i want to withdraw for now. for the next couple of days. [that is what i say but i]

another pessamistic post.

wtf is this shit?






i laugh. the memories from this library are negative. i came here to sleep allong with after taking classes i didnt like. i hated this place then, without thinking about it.

now about now. does typing what i think matter? i think no.

skyline has a myriad of african americans. too many for me. not the attractive ones either.

make another do list?
sow jacket.
sow everyting
get new phone.
print my birthdays newspaper